~HystericalFaith

Hey again deviant art. Thought I'd come back and say hello for those who remember me lol. Well a lot of stuff has been happening in my neck of the woods. I'm currently attending Kensington and Chelsea. A weird place that brings nostalgia around every corner, I'd never been to the place before but it all seemed so familiar. You may or may not remember but I was going to Teesside University, but decided to leave because of personal difficulties.

I've found that relationships come and go but friendships stay the same. Or atleast mine do. People seem to be taking my advice on crucial matters which also seems to improve their lives but often glare at me when I have my smug face.

My cousin, Alicia gave birth in november. Silly girl is only 17 but she has always wanted a child and shes always been extremely maternal. She gave birth to a beautiful baby girl (alas! yet another) which she named Gracie May. I know she was secretly wishing for a boy and was pretty sure up and til the doctors told her. She couldn't pre-determine the sex because the baby was "shy" when the ultrasound was taking place (which makes me doubt any likeness to myself unfortunately )

Also my step-dad's daughter gave birth to a girl a few days ago too. The last boy born in my family was...hmm...me.

I was in quite a nice relationship up until a month or so ago when I decided that the girl I was with was a bit too unstable for me. She took it upon herself to tell her friends extremely private things about my previous girlfriend whom she used to be friends with. Fucked up right? Aparently she thought it was her "right" to do so and didn't say otherwise until she was crying crocodile tears at the break up point.

Now I'm casually seeing/sleeping with someone who again I doubt is stable but shes pretty and likes anime. Y'see, Pretty + Likes Anime = Hawt.

I'm going to America on June 7th, for about 3 months. Gonna go change some stuff over there. Lol. Well no not really just to look around I guess. Should be more fun than my last vacation to Ireland on which every five minutes in the car my brother would nudge me and say "Look!" at various mountains. OH. MY. GOD. Mountains. Epic win.

Anyway shall be uploading some more poetry soon and maybe some of my photos. Who knows maybe my elusive anime pictures will be scanned *gasp*.

Jay

Well, college is over... For now lol. I have quite a few plans to put into motion over the next year. The first is to get a low paying low hour low effort job to fuel my random adventures with my super hero friends.

I have a lot of, not bad memories, but memories I wish could of gone a lot better from deviant art. I have hurt people and in result isolated myself in various aspects. I want to apologize to these people whilst/if they read this, and wish them with sincerity good luck in whatever they plan on doing in their new life ^_^. Over the past year me and my best mates have been feeling the blows of karma and now I've just decided to take them as they come.

More photography to come from me

xxxx

Whenever I come here I just get depressed. Theres only really one reason I ever came here, to see someones work, but as it goes meh. Doesnt really matter.

To quote someone

"I'll miss it all...."

Goodbye DA.

Meh, well, all I've been submitting recently is my poetry, which doesnt seem to be recognized as much as the what some would say "real" artwork on deviant art.

If you actually took the time to look around the poetry listings, even just the General Poetry section, you'll find very moving words and poems which could reflect on how your feeling.

Poetry is more than just a slur of words and anyone who thinks otherwise is just ignorant. You can copy a picture and feel proud, but copying a poem just demeans it.